Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/18 under Uncategorized I wish i had a girlfriend, man even though i don’t got money, i will find creative ways to show her i love her i just need to find her, i want to wrap my arms around her, kiss her slowly under the stars, write letters to each other, man i just want to love someone, i just want to ,lean on someone, to know that i am not alone, a person who gives me a reason to live, to protect, to become, better, i want that i have seen it too many times, i wish i wasn’t such a coward who won’t let his emotions out, who doesn’t know what he feels most times and just wants some comfort even though he helps a lot of people and yet he can’t even find the decency to help his mom with cleaning the house, but would go miles and miles just to see a girl he loves smile, i thought i found that perfect girl, but i lost her , i gave up on her, and frankly i’m burnt out by trying, which i don’t even think i tried hard enough, i just did small stuff for a long time to try get her and got tired, i never did anything big, i am just a hopeless romantic, but that’s just one thing i want in life i want to make my mark on the world i want to be an inspiration to a lot of people a person who will stir the hearts of millions into not wasting their lives and be something awesome to go past the potential they thought they had. But i can’t even encourage myself to have courage to go and find love, not like i know how in the first place, i want to let God take the wheel make the best love story for me, but will it happen i don’t know and if it will then i want it to come faster, well actually i do and i don’t because i also want to have an adventure to finding happiness not served to me on a plate that is just boring that takes the thrill out of life, i want to be surprised but it just really sucks going through life on your own you know, the hardest battle is done alone and being lonely is a very hard battle, man i just want the strength to keep moving forward to find my reason to live, to see it, to make it better, to continuing to have the strength to wake up in the morning and go to school. I wish that life was more exciting, because the part i’m in just sucks.